Changed

Maybe you were put into my life for so long and then left without warning to show me that even though I needed you for so long . I can get through life on my own . Maybe it was all about finding out how strong I really am even alone .

I did my best to smile the whole day , but immediately as I saw you look away from us with those gloomy , hurt eyes , my smile suddenly become faltered .

I hate that you're not there for me, and you should know it. I hate that I would always be there for you, that's something you've got to admit.

But
Its so typical of you to walk away When the rest of us are falling down , nevermind .I apologize for what I said. I hope you can forget it .I'm always willing to accept change , just as long as it isn't change for the sake of change . If that change will result in a better way of doing things, then I'm all for it .

Good luck for you :)

"This is the second farewell for you , but the second farewell make me so confused ."